NALIP Board Member Moctesuma Esparza is feature in
the Monterey County Weekly.
Moctesuma Esparza Hollywood producer
and owner of a budding chain of theaters is
still a crusading activist.
Two Sundays ago, Moctesuma Esparza
arrived at LAX at 1am after a whirlwind weekend promoting
the new HBO film Walkout, which he produced and Edward
James Olmos directed. It may have been coincidental
that during the same weekend, thousands of Latino
and Latina students all over the country were participating
in exactly the kind of walkout depicted in the film
a dramatic story drawn from real events in 1968, in
which Esparza himself participated.
On this trip, Esparza had already
been to Houston and Washington, DC. He is been
crisscrossing the nation like this for four weeks talking
to this group, delivering speeches to that group.
Esparza had every excuse in the world to skip out
on the Chicano Youth Leadership Conference when he
desperately needed some rest. But he didn't.
Esparza had every excuse in the world
to skip out on the Chicano Youth Leadership Conference
when he desperately needed some rest. But he didn't.
It's about 10am and Esparza,
with only a few of hours of sleep in the last three
days, walks before the crowd of about 40 high school
students. He was exactly like them once. They are
mostly honor students and high-achievers, and they
have spent three days learning about Chicano history,
activism and ways to tackle existing social ills.
Esparza takes a deep breath and delivers
a speech that is brief but intense. He challenges
the students to take responsibility for the future
of their country.
You've all heard statistics that
we're 14 percent of the country, Esparza
tells the transfixed young faces. But Latinos
and other people of color are in fact a majority for
people under 30. Whether or not this country keeps
the promise of the American dream is going to depend
largely on whether or not we are prepared to accept
the responsibility of being a majority.
The kids give him a standing ovation
and present him with a gift. Then Esparza walks out
of the hall for a few minutes and his body shrinks
back down. He's visibly exhausted and in pain.
I have this eye condition
that's been getting worse, Esparza says
slowly as he looks for a shady spot. Any bright
light makes me feel like a nail is being hammered
into my eye.
Esparza doesn't go home. He sticks
around to listen to the students speak at their final
meeting -a process that takes nearly two hours. Their
energy is contagious. And Esparza, who as a teenager
went through the same three-day conference, begins
to revive. For him, this is what his whole life has
been about.
These kids are an inspiration
to me because I know they've had an experience
that's changed their lives, Esparza says
after the students have funneled elsewhere to eat
lunch together. I know that if there was any
doubt about them going to college and graduating,
that vanished this weekend.
By the time he was in high school,
Moctesuma Esparza was already a sensation of sorts.
Mocte, as his friends called him, was
serious, acutely self-confident (some say full of
himself) and profoundly idealistic. He was a high-achieving
honor student, a cadet lieutenant colonel with his
school's ROTC, and valedictorian. He was an
active member of the Governor's Youth Advisory
Council and a founder of a slew of other organizations,
some of which still exist to this day.
I was the president of every
single club on the campus, Esparza says of
himself as a teenager. I was as nerdy as you
can get.
Esparza also happened to be a Chicano.
He was born in Los Angeles but his ancestry is Mexican.
He says he lived in a modest home with plastic windows
that stared straight out at a public housing project
in East LA, already a heavily Mexican-American enclave
by the 1960s.
Esparza discovered early that some
people couldn't see past his background. He
realized that these people, no matter how close they
got to him, couldn't see the clean-cut, smart
student with a lot of potential.
Esparza's high school counselor
was one of those people.
I remember my counselor saying
that I ought to be grateful because if I had gone
to a school in West LA, they would have made me work
harder,recalls Esparza, now 57. I didn't
think that was something to be grateful for.
Today, Esparza is the owner of Maya
Cinemas in Salinas, an award-winning Hollywood producer,
and one of the most influential Latino activist/entrepreneurs
to emerge from the Chicano movement of the 1960s.
He is on the board of over a dozen public service
organizations and is on a first-name basis with the
most powerful Latino politicians and power brokers
in the country. Yet Esparza remains a activist at
heart his body of work an extension of his militant
youth, when he helped spark the first high school
walkouts that anyone had ever seen.
Esparza's high school counselor
did not help him apply to a university. It was a UCLA
student activist who drove out to East LA that ended
up recruiting him. And Esparza has not forgotten that
counselor's inability to see him as a young
man with potential. It's an incident he repeats
time and again in interviews, as if to affirm that
his life-long activism does not stem from some collective
angst that he was coerced to buying into.
The angst of Chicano activists in
the 1960s and 1970s was not a coerced emotion. It
grew naturally in the face of overt and covert attacks
on their self-worth that were meted out as a sort
of penance for the unpardonable sin of being themselves:
American minorities.
I was like everybody else
in my neighborhood and I felt this pain,
Esparza says. The pain of being Mexican. There
was a deep shame that I had acquired because I was
Mexican in heritage. And I wanted so deeply to just
be seen as American.
But what Esparza learned in 1968 was that those who
dared to resist, to speak out and be heard as Americans,
were often struck down hard.
At Esparza's high school, as
at hundreds of high schools in California during that
era, students were regularly paddled, ridiculed, and
suspended if they were caught speaking Spanish, which
was prohibited in schools. Many high schools with
the largest minority populations were also notoriously
under-funded and under-staffed. And countless students
like Esparza, despite their qualifications for higher
education, were dissuaded by teachers from going to
a university for no discernable reason other than
that they were Chicanos, Blacks or poor.
Esparza saw these things and fought
back. But he admits that he wasn't born a fighter.
In elementary school, bullies picked on him constantly,
beating him up once a week. That was until an African-American
teacher taught him how to fight.
He told me, Look, until
you start fighting back, they're not going to
respect you and they're not going to leave you
alone, Esparza remembers.
When he reached high school, Esparza
applied that strategy as a means to address the injustices
he saw around him.
He became "Mocte" the
activist, the rabble-rouser, the radical. He helped
found the Brown Berets -modeled partially on
the Black Panthers- and later the United Mexican
American Students, which evolved into MECHA, an organization
that still thrives on high school and college campuses
across the US today.
Even after Esparza enrolled at UCLA
to study film, he hung around in his old neighborhood.
He'd organize high school students, encourage
them to apply to the university, and hold strategy
sessions with other Chicano activist peers.
It was in this setting -in East LA,
March, 1968- during a moment in time when profound
social change seemed like a viable possibility to
millions of people in this country and around the
world, that Esparza was catapulted into the limelight
for the first time.
As a freshman at UCLA, Esparza became
one of the core organizers for the largest high school
student walkouts in California history (until two
weeks ago, that is).
In March 1968, students from five
Los Angeles high schools populated with mostly Chicano
students walked out of classes for two weeks to protest
substandard conditions. These walkouts happened a
few years after the Watts Riots at a time when
the city was racially charged and the fear of violent
police reprisals were acute. Walkout tells the story
through the eyes of the students themselves. The movie
details the fears they faced in defying their parents,
teachers and police. But it also revels in the adrenaline
rush of successfully pulling off the walkouts and
having the school board begin to address student demands.
Walkout is designed to be historically
accurate and emotional. One of the film's most
powerful moments comes from actual footage of the
walkouts and of Los Angeles Police Department officers
beating students at their schools footage that
never made it to the evening news in 1968 and was
only unearthed a few years ago.
The 1968 walkouts proved to be a
watershed in Chicano and Latino history. Not only
did they inspire other walkouts and increased activism
in non-Mexican-American neighborhoods, but they were
also the precursors to a more intense level of political
activity in urban Latino communities in the Southwest
for years to come.
In a real sense, the 1968 walkouts
helped set the stage for the forging of a new status
and a fresh identity for Chicanos and later
Latinos in American society.
This struggle was not without its
risks. A few weeks after the 1968 walkouts, Esparza
was plucked off a picket line protesting police brutality
and arrested. He was later indicted by a Grand Jury
in Los Angeles, along with 12 others. The young Chicano
activists, who became known as the East LA 13, were
charged with conspiring to commit a misdemeanor -a
felony charge- immediately after the high school
student walkouts.
Esparza, the nerdy overachiever,
was facing life in prison.
The film Walkout ends with Esparza
and the 12 others being arrested. What didn't
make it into the film was his relationship with Oscar
Zeta Acosta, gonzo attorney and close friend of author
Hunter S. Thompson.
Acosta, along with a string of ACLU
lawyers and others, represented the East LA 13 in
court and eventually helped get their indictment thrown
out.
He was a character in earlier
drafts of the film, Esparza says. But
he was such a bigger-than-life character that we had
to end the story before we get to him.
Esparza says he had wanted to make
a film about the walkouts for decades, but that things
started to fall into place only during the last five
years. Finally, three weeks ago, his dream came to
fruition: HBO premiered Walkout on March 18.
Esparza believes the film has been
blessed with uncanny timing; he does not believe that
it is responsible for inspiring the recent nationwide
Latino high school student walkouts aimed against
anti-immigrant legislation now being mulled over by
Congress.
I'd be happy to take
the credit, Esparza says. But students
have been walking out for years on their own.
Notwithstanding such humble talk,
an increasing number of folk, including Walkout director
Edward James Olmos, believe that the film is at least
partly responsible for the recent walkouts, whose
repercussions have been keenly felt in the halls of
Congress.
I see our film as giving students
the idea to band together and make a statement,
Olmos told the Orange County Register two weeks ago.
Media is as influential as anything I've
ever seen.
That media is influential is something
that Esparza believes with his whole heart. It is
the belief that underlies his role as an activist
filmmaker and as a businessman.
Since graduating from UCLA film school
with a masters of arts degree, Esparza has produced
more than 30 films, including The Milagro Beanfield
War, Selena and Gods and Generals.
Perhaps more than any single man
or woman, Esparza has pushed Hollywood studios to
begin seeing this nation's ballooning Latino
population as a market that can't be ignored.
As a behind-the-scenes player, he's helped put
brown faces on film and TV, giving dozens of Latino
actors and writers their chance to get their foot
in the door.
Of all of the films he's produced,
Esparza says that Walkout is the most important project.
With his resume, that's saying a lot. But it's also easy to see why he believes
it especially when witnessing scenes on the
news that look like scenes from the movie.
Except for some gray hair and added
weight, friends who knew him as a teen say that Esparza
is much the same now as he was in the 1960s as
serious and self-confident as ever, and as passionately
idealistic.
Underneath the polished veneer of
the Hollywood producer and efficient workaholic who
gets 150 calls a day to manage projects he's
spearheading, Esparza remains an activist at heart.
Walkout is just the latest, most
sophisticated extension of his activism. Esparza is
clear on the matter: This movie is relevant
as a turning point in American history and the empowerment
of American Latinos, he says. It is
after this point in time in which an entire generation
is empowered.
While Walkout is still the talk of
the town, Esparza is already moving full-speed on
other projects, not all of which have to do with making
movies.
He's an active board member
for over a dozen organizations, including the New
American Alliance Institute, founded by Henry Cisneros,
and the Latino Theater Company. As chairman of the
latter, he recently helped acquire a 20-year lease
to an old Los Angeles theater where he plans to create
a new hub of theater arts.
In addition, Esparza founded and
helps run a charter school in downtown Los Angeles.
And he says he's just committed to aiding in
the creation of a new medical school in California.
Then the activist in him emerges.
We have a situation in heavy Latino communities
where there is one doctor for every 20,000 people,
while the ratio in places like Beverly Hills is one
doctor for every 200 people, he says. This
is ridiculous. This is a huge disparity. There hasn't
been a new medical school created in 30 years, so
something needs to be done.;
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Francisco Bello received his BFA from
the Cooper Union School of Art,, after exchanging his
drawing tools for film and video. He has since worked
in the post-production of feature films for Kevin Smith,
Michael Moore, Cynthia Newport, and George Butler. Presently
working as an editor, Francisco's recent narrative credits
include "Julieta y Ramon", which was picked
up for broadcast by Showtime, and "The Grey Light."
He is currently editing the feature documentary, "In
the Footsteps of Orpheus" for M30A Flms. In 2006,
Francisco will be launching the independent production
company, Ropa Vieja Films, with the forthcoming documentary,
"Sailm," which he shot and co-produced with
Tim Sternberg, and "My Favorite Actor," his
first feature as a director. Francisco plans on building
his filmmaking career alternately as both an editor
and a director, and hopes to continue telling stories,
fiction and non-fiction, that uncover the remarkable
in those moments, people, and places in the world that
are most often overlooked.